Every time I think of you I think about the popcorn fights we had in the cinema and the sleepover we had where we did our makeup to look like we just had a fight, but then I remember all the arguments we had. I remember when we didn’t talk, when we couldn’t even look at each other. Now we don’t talk, we avoid each other.
However I don’t miss you, I miss the person you used to be. I miss my best friend. I don’t know where the you of the past has gone or if you will ever come back but I don’t like the you of today. The you of today is everything you promised me you wouldn’t be. All the you of today cares about is always having a boyfriend or being perfect in every possible way.
The past 3 years you have been my world. You have been my rock. You picked me up when I fell down and been there for me when I was at my worst and maybe we have just grown apart and changed but part of me wants to know… are you still there? Because if you are and your willing to come back I’ll meet you half way. If some part of the old you is still there then I want that part. I want to claim it and love it. I want u to be my partner in crime, my best friend, my sister. I never knew my real sister but you became a sister to me. So please meet me half way.
from your ex best friend